#I’m so fucking done

[colepey]

[vergol]

the arcane design of machine herald viktor makes me wanna kill myself

[meigslive]

"I know what you gave. You found a path beyond the stars. I do not know whence the gods came from, but I know that you found it in your heart. I promise you, Zerxus, I will find that place. I will find the secret of how these worlds were made, and I will come and find you and bring you home."

- EXU: Calamity -

Thinking about how Evandrin and Elias waited. They waited for Zerxus. They searched for him. They tried to bring him home. And they couldn’t. Elias will always be 5 to Zerxus. But he will never be the same.

[alaskan-wallflower]

treat your crew kids nicely guys we’re at our WITS FUCKING END 🥰

[nowshesdoingitallthetime]

YOU’RE FUCKING JOKINGGGGG

📸: mronger123

[justskulkingaround]

I’m so fucking angry. I’m just talking to my phone right now so if this is just gonna be an unedited paragraph I don’t really care. I’ve made sure to block both of them on fucking Tumblr. I don’t give a shit anymore. They can’t handle being called. shitty friends I understand I didn’t bring it up in the best way, but I was actively watching my spouse. Have breakdown after breakdown after breakdown after breakdown over this whole thing but they can’t stand to be called. Shitty friends and anytime they fucking talk about it it was more about how I handled it incorrectly more than the fact, Spouse was going through depressive episodes because of them and any apology was only ever fucking footnote. I’m so angry. I’m so done I’m done and I’ll vent whatever but I’m so angry.

But oh no, I was being problematic because I wasn’t handling at the best bitch you can’t be all about how you need to accept people when they’re not doing great and then feel so unsafe bitch you could’ve added them to the group chat if you wanted to I don’t I don’t care you could’ve I didn’t have to, but you wanted to make me Screenshots like the way that a 15 year-old does a callout post to make sure to send to my spouse is if I haven’t been telling them everything you both assume that they know nothing and they know everything should’ve stopped me 

And the last text to Spouse about breaking off the friendship, the apology to them was still a footnote what the fuck and sure I wasn’t being the most polite, but I was done watching my Spouse be walked over over and over and over again, and I guess I should be expecting that the friendship was over because oh my God, one of them got hit so hard in the ego that they couldn’t take it, like four years, but oh no the long time friend picking the new BFF and the person who fucking flirts with them while they’re in a relationship over anything else? 

I can’t I can’t believe this maybe I can whatever

And they felt so unsafe being told that they were wrong because they were wrong 

[jarring-behavior]

dude that hit on joe 💔💔💔💔

[plague-of-insomnia]

I have decided as of now I will not publish any more translations for kuro publicly anymore here or anywhere else

Within minutes of posting today’s cover and brief summary here on tumblr, both were stolen and reposted with zero credit by an anti on Twitter with hundreds of retweets. Mine has 2.

I am not wasting my very precious spoons on reading, translating, and formatting anymore if this is how I’m going to be treated month after month.

I’m sorry to those of you who have been respectful but I’m done. If you want nice things in fandom then appreciate the work that goes into creations and translations and such and don’t do shit like this.

And no I won’t hide their username bc fuck them. They could easily have linked me, but they probably decided since I wasn’t an anti that it was fine to do.

Btw I want to be clear why I’m angry— not only did they steal the ss, fine. They also took my words that were from my reading and translating of the chapter. THAT is why. And I’ve had many diff people steal my translations over the past two years and I’m done.

I’m am willing to bet if I had posted more of the chapter’s info today that also would have been stolen.

[blitz-bi]

I’m SCREAMING, I’m clawing at the FUCKING WALLS.

WHY? God damn it WHY? Why must my otp’s be dark tone/sassy person makes a light tone/controlling person’s life better by breaking their toxic ideology built upon by a system that doesn’t truly care for them and for both of them to become better people for each other. ONLY for one of them to go where the other cannot follow at the end of the season finale. God DAMN IT.

My heart is in shambles and I want another season goddamn it.

[churchoftheconfusedchicken]

diversity win! the guy that saluted you with a heil hitler is indian so “it’s not antisemitic because i’m not white”

[bharv]

Today has been absolutely shithouses lads

[nyx-the-alien]

SAY ‼️IT ‼️WITH ‼️ME‼️

YOU AS A PERSON ARE NOT EXCLUDED FROM BEING PREJEDUCED AGAINST YOUR OWN LABELS

[longingintheuniverse]

I don’t know how to explain to you that you should give a fuck about other people.

[tcuya]

it’s so hard being a lov fan. first half of them don’t survive then ppl trash them on social media and call mva boring and now i just heard that bones didn’t animate tomuras league of legends panel

[julezo]

so i’m taking this to mean that one of you enterprising motherfuckers needs to get a set of multicolored highlighters, find yourself a printed copy of Project2025, get a catering order of energy drinks, and draft us up a Project2029, so called for the way it will reverse every single piece of his country ruining garbage.

[slashgod]

Rant under cut. TW: medical stuff, suicidal thoughts.

Me: on some heavy duty anti-psychotics for my borderline personality disorder and anti-depressants for my manic depression

Goes to collect medication from pharmacy. Gets told no request was put in for it.

Weird, I remember doing that last week. But ok.

Calls GP.

GP: oh ok we can issue an emergency medication request.

Me: great! Can we do that?

GP: I’ll call you back once it’s done.

Me: waits for a call that doesn’t happen. Realises they’ve now closed for the night and I have 0 medication left.

Calls 111 (non emergency services out of hours)

111: that’s your GPs problem, not ours. All the pharmacies are closed tonight so you’ll have to try again tomorrow.

Me: tries not to be concerned, one day should be ok right?

Calls GP again in the morning. Told an emergency request will be put through.

Calls pharmacist. No answer. Waits an hour. Calls again. No answer. Waits an hour. Calls again.

Pharmacist: the earliest you can have this is Friday.

Me: concerned. “I don’t have any left at all, the doctor said this was put through as an emergency?”

Pharmacist: we only just got it. We need to order it and have time to process it.

Me: calls GP back up. Says what I’ve been told.

GP: the pharmacy is nothing to do with us. We’ve put in the urgent request, it’s there job now, nothing else we can do.

Me: calls a different pharmacy to see if it’s in stock. Gets told no, and that all other pharmacy’s under that name don’t have it either according to their stock.

Me: calls 111 again. Makes sure it’s early enough that the pharmacies are still open and will be for another 5+ hours. Explains situation.

111: someone will call you back, thanks.

Me: doesn’t hear anything for 4 hours, calls them back.

111: yeah any calls we get before 6:30pm aren’t important so we don’t call back.

Me: uhhh… ok. So can you help me now it’s out of hours?

111: did you try your GP first?

Me: yes. Here is what happened.

111: did you actually try and call other pharmacies?

Me: yes. HERE IS WHAT HAPPENED AGAIN. What should I do now? I’ve tried all of these things! Should I just jump off a fucking bridge seeing as no-one seems to care?!

111: well this isn’t urgent so you’re not getting a call back soon. Bye.

Me: in tears. Right. I’ll deal. Calls a third pharmacy to see if they have stock. Told no again.

111: calls back. But now all the pharmacies are closed so byeeeee.

Me: crying. Thinking about suicide. Confides in mum what’s happening.

Dad: have you ever considered how that makes ME feel?

Me: ???? How do you think I feel right now???

Dad: yells at me as I leave the room. IF YOURE THAT DEPENDENT ON THEM THEY CLEARLY ARENT WORKING!

Me: laying in bed crying thinking about killing myself. Why is getting the medication I need so hard?

111: calls me back. Oh yeah you shouldn’t have been without medication at all even for one day it’s SUPER important you take something. A doctor will call you back.

Me: still waiting.